Honesty.
>> Wednesday, February 17, 2010
If I'm going to do this I have to be honest with myself and you. So here we go...no fancy wording, no beating around the bush. Here is where I am, right now.
Here it is:
1. I'm scared. scared to death of failing.
2. I just stepped on the scale and I'm up 2.5 lbs from earlier this week.
3. I'm horrible at eating healthy. I don't know how...and don't know where to start.
4. I've never lost more than 15 pounds from a weight loss program or diet. I always hit a wall and give up.
5. My weight is my biggest insecurity. I can remember more times than I can count time I've been made fun of. I remember exactly where I was standing, who said it and the words that were said.
There it is. The ugly truth.
I want to give up.
but I can't.
I can't live this way anymore...I have no choice but to keep going.
Love. Love. Love.
Katie
2 comments:
Dont give up Katie! You can do it!! Have you thought about meeting with a personal trainer at the MAC? I'm proud of all you have accomplished so far! Keep your chin up! Love ya sis!
When do you go to the MAC? Let's exercise together! Seriously. I can go anytime after 3 pm any day of the week and on weekends. It always helps to have an accountability partner. I've been working out for a long time, maybe I can show you some workouts and machines that can help you with your target areas. I'm not taking no for an answer...:)
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